Being for the Benefit of Mr. Kite

May 31

YAY! Seeing his face doesn’t make me angry anymore!! =D

Just stayed up too late to watch another Jay Baruchel movie

The Goon… written and produced by Jay Baruchel…

It was fucking fantastic

that man can do no wrong

Despite his epic douchebaggery and my friends’ disapproval…

I’m really glad we’re friends again and we’re starting to talk like we used to in a “I-know-you-so-well-you-don’t-even-have-to-say-what-you’re-about-to-say” or “say-everything-with-a-single-glance”… way =P

May 30

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This. shit.

(Source: forever-irreplaceable9, via ohhxdarling)

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Problems

My Problems:

Gotta start paying off my $14,000 in student loans in August
Gotta take care of my mom and dog
Sexual frustration, I need a boy… boys don’t like me
Taking 4 years to get an associate’s degree
this place is a fucking mess
I need to start working out
… ‘cause I’m a fatass that no male is attracted to apparently
Can’t transfer to a better job because I’m always late because I can’t bring my self to go to work because I hate it so much
My managers are idiots and jackasses (well, most of them)
one of my dogs just died
my mom’s a crazy b**** and I have no freedom
trying to get a 2nd job sucks
I need said 2nd job so I can move the fuck out to get away from aforementioned mother and start paying off the loan
all my shit breaks and I’m too poor to get it fixed

My bffl, Brett’s problems:

He has to go work in adventureland, home of the most comfortable costume ever
He has a girlfriend, who he fights with because they’re both too stubborn to realize they’re both wrong and stupid
He wants to fuck all the hot girls who hit on him…
I make him feel bad about flirting back because he has a girlfriend
umm… his work shirt was rubbing against his new awesome tattoo all day…

thingsipedia:

A Complete History of My Sexual Failures

Chris Waitt | UK | 2008

A Complete History Of My Sexual Failures

I found it on Netflix…

You should watch it

NOW

So in an attempt to fix my sanity

I got a journal for Christmas, it’s empty, instead of writing actual passages, I’m just going to bring it everywhere and write down what I’m feeling when my mood changes and what I think may have caused the change… yeah, I think it’ll help, so I can try and improve the things that cause me to write ‘anxious’, ‘upset’, ‘alienated’… etc. and try to understand why so I’m not so pouty and anxious all the time… yeah… I think it’s a good idea…